touch the stars..

there's nothing u can do
just go 4 it!! Although your learning process became
harder and harder, each days passes
Just know that the strength in you are there.
Believe in your self!!
Tidy up your move,
and step forward.
Never look back
Never remember yesterdays mistakes.
Coz as far you can still call your self as human being,
u'll never escapes doing wrong.
Just know it, your tough intention and determination
are already inside you, waited for you to make the move.
So move!!! word can never be enough without taking an action!!
The time never wait for you, yet, its living you behind when you don't run along with it..
STOP looking around. because, this is the way that has been destined for you
Just take it as a way for you to achieve the glory..win the battle!!!
This your battle Field.
Make sure that you win the VICTORY!!
So that, you can touch the brightest star in the universe....
The chance are already wide open for you.
Grab it! Hold on to it! Do not let it passes from your hand.
So that, you can touch the brightest star in the universe....

ummm....

Hari ni?

smalam? aku rasa cam nk biol cket..aarrgghhhh....mcm2 hal jadi untuk sehari pun!! Pa lg yg akan mendatang lagi     hari2 yg depan2 nih????haaahhh...make my head wanna blow up!! masalah yg mcm xda jln penyelesaian dh..hellooo!!! final is in the corner k!!! dh kona dh kowt..(^_^) wutever lahh...mai sini pon tujuan aku bukan laa nk bekawn sgt..hisy..dengaq kejam la plak..ya lah aku mai sini kan nk study..nk kejar pa yg xdapat lagi. mood tersangat la buruk ari ni..aku msti kuat nk hadapi suma nih..hai ya ALLAH...tabahkan laaa hatiku..alhamdulillah la aku akn end ths semester 4 two more weeks!! i'll take my butt outta here. 

oh yaa, pinjaman aku xdapat untk sem nih..hah!!another huge problem i've got..GOD!!! suma nk jadi serentak!! pastu aku g wisma td jumpa ngn puan nurul..dia kta mula2 tu kna byr suma skali sebab aku private student..dengar2 ja ayat tuh rasa nk kelam jah biji mata aku nih..i take a deep breath. aku merayu kt dia td..klu separuh xleh ka..dia ckp xleh sebab aku dh bukan dri mna2 penaja.so xda gerenti yg aku dapat langsaikan hutang aku on time..so, atas budi bicara, aku dibenarkan untk bayar RM3ooo, dan lagi RM1530 aku kna bayar sebelom mula sem bawu......!!!! aku lega!!! alhamdulillah..syukur3!!! aku call abah td & abah kata dia akan usahakan untuk cari juga duit..haaahh, jumlah tu terlalu besar...i dont have any idea in which way abah will find it. kekadang, aku rasa sedih sgt bila dengar, bila tgk org boleh ja berbelanja suka ati tnpa sekatan. makanan juga boleh dicampak2 klu xdpt yg suka..beli makanan lebih dari isi perut leh tima..aku? duit aku smalam tinggal RM2 ja..tebal muka msg kaklong mntk masuk cket duit..cubalaah korang bwk berjimat. bwk2 bersyukur dgn pa yg ada..rezeki depan mata bleh dicampak2.bulan puasa plak tu..astagfirullah...xingt dgn pa yg org lain makan..pa yg org lain ada..penah aku ikat perut. makan siang ja..malam aku minum milo lapik perut...seronok dorang buang2 makanan!!!!  

IT'S in the corner!!!

TIIDAAKKKKKKKKKKK.......!!!!!!!!!!
final exam for this semester r just like tomorrow....and as always..aku tetap wat xtaw lagi...hahahaha...jgn laa nyawa2 ikan bwu aku nk begerak udahhh..hehe..exam aku start 23 okt nih..sempat ag klu nk wat revision..tgh on the way la nih..uumm...bnyk hal la skang nih..neh pening pala..ari tuh, punya laaa bnyak pikir sampai demam2..turun sebijik cm mama aku..kalau pikir bnyak cket, mulaa laa nk sakit2..adoohhh...nnt2 ja aku cita..masalh ni besar agam!!wuuhhh...mau xingt aku ni islam, xingt mama n abah..huuihhh...dh lma aku ilang kowt..astagfirullahh...jgn laa aku ikut sgt kata hati yg slalu nk brtindak melulu nih..berfikir panjang  dulu sbelom nk mnyesal kemudian..

JODOH??

what am i crapping about now?? aiyaa...the reason of why am i saying this is...ummm...few months ago, my mum hd shocked me!!!! hahaahahahahahha....aku blom pn 20 thun.. ya..maybe keterlaluan dowh..haha..wutever. umm..ma aku da bekenan kt sowang mamat nih dipendekkan cita,.dia kenalkan dgn aku..huihsssyyy!!! pada aku, orgnyaaaa macho lah..hua3..lawaknya mama aku nih..spanjang beberapa bulan nih da jmpa n makan skali(ramai2 lorh..!!) dh 2,3 kal la gak..pada pndangan mata aku, en.E ni pemalu kowt..tah laa...nk kta apa pn, aku dh ketandusan idea.....ma aku nih..dh masuk kategori sporting yg aku xjangka!! hahahaha...err...satu yg aku tertanya2..adakah jodoh aku nnt akn ditentukan family...sbelom nih xpenah terlintas pn di fikiran aku tentang NIKAH!! sungguh..masa zaman skolah dulu ajin laa mlawak bab aku kawen..ngko kawen..tp its not serious at all!!!! but now..even when my mother told me to not to worry..she just want us to know each other.."just knowing"??!!!! ma, i know what u r up to..well, im not kid anymore aren't i? ^_^ i have to worry bout tht!! susah laaa...ok ke nikah tnpa cinta?? soalan yg penah aku ajukan kt those 2 girls( my girlfriends) n they said..aku kn bwu 20..n dia 20somethin'..n my mother are not pushing me to get married away.so..aku dan dia tw serba sdikit antara 1 sama lain..dorang cakap..masa pnjang lagi..its ok.lama2 aku akn fall in love gak..just follow wif the flow..WHAT???God..!!so simple as that?? whatever it is..its already burden my thoughts..even they told me to not to...apa pun..aku serahkan kpd ALLAH s.w.t..ak;u trima saja apa yg mendatang..ma pn da ckp klu boleh, dia tingin nk wat that guy part of our family..bunyinya cam berharap lak kan..pilihan ibu? adakah bagus untk anknya?wallahualam...